“What goes around comes around” or “as you sow, so shall you reap” is the basic understanding of how karma, the law of cause and effect, works. The word karma literally means “activity.” Karma can be divided up into a few simple categories — good, bad, individual and collective.
Crying inside without tears
From working full time, then part time, then without certainly knowing my next payday will come takes an emotional roller coster ride, at night without fail, waking up at 2 or 3 am in the morning, thinking what to do, relationship with wife becomes sour, feeling hopeless and have to rely on her.
I have been transported back in time thinking of all the good memories and bad, and thinking life would have been different if I have taken a better decision or I have worked more diligently in my work.
Crying inside without tears, no one listen to me or understand my feelings, keeps taking care of wife's needs like a one way street.
There are opportunities out there, waiting for me, I have to keep looking, I have to be positive, I have to be humble and not give in.
Crying without tears, should I stay in this part time job, that no one cares, but them self, and not listening to people suggestions and set backs, doing business without a budget and proper planning.
Crying without tears, I wish I can go back to the days of glory, where everything is perfect, I could not leave the past, people and things changes, I need to move forward.
Crying without tears, I have to sell off my 8 year old car Honda Insight (2012) it has been 8 years you are with with me, and now we have to part, it just like yesterday that I first bought you.
Crying with tears, now alone at night, now I have nothing, what should I do next, I keep my faith up, and will do my best, what the future brings for me tomorrow.
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